Heroine Netori

"Hmm... a pause ability..."

I had saved a random box for a dangerous moment that might come, hoping to use it if needed. But seeing no sign of crisis, I decided to open it this morning. The result was a pause ability... which is hugely beneficial in many ways.

The pause ability was the item I most wanted from the random box. 'Heroine Netori' turned out to be much more fun than I expected, and it felt too soon to end it all at once. Luckily, I got it on my first try.

"Heh, I'm lucky."

With the pause ability, I can keep 'Heroine Netori' on hold and enter again with another pause ability, allowing me to move between this place and reality anytime. Essentially, I could live another life.

Really... I initially entered simply to satisfy my lust, but as it turned out, 'Heroine Netori' became incredibly precious. I even ended up having a daughter, which is a responsibility without pleasure... but I'm getting enough pleasure elsewhere, so it doesn't really matter.

Responsibility isn't too bad, either. How could I dislike it when Cecilia, who thanks me for every little thing, shows such cute smiles?

"So... the question is when to use this..."

I'm tempted to use it immediately, but I've just started treating Luina Ober. It might be better to get the treatment well on track before pausing.

Wait, but this time the protagonist is soon to be the heroine. Does that mean the rating depends on how much Luina Ober falls and corrupts? If so, should I be careful not to let it reach an S rating? ...Or maybe it's better to just stop the Netori to avoid accidentally hitting an S rating for some unknown reason.

...No, I can't just stop the treatment. What if Luina Ober dies from the curse? That would be the end, right?

Wait, the end...?

"Damn..."

Chills ran down my spine. Treating Luina Ober happened by pure coincidence. I didn't even know she was afflicted with 'God's Jealousy.' What if I had failed to get a job at the academy and Luina Ober had died from the curse?

"F***..."

That would have meant a permanent goodbye to Cecilia, just like in the last 'Heroine Netori' when I was sent back to reality without understanding why.

I snapped back to reality. I needed to treat Luina Ober more preciously than I thought. Then...

"Hmm..."

Knowing this doesn't really change anything. I just need to continue the treatment as I have been, ensuring her complete cure without letting her fall completely into corruption.

The risk of just treating and ending it was too great. What if she suddenly dies for some other reason? Given this, to live another life through this 'Heroine Netori,' I need to always keep Luina Ober by my side.

So... I shouldn't let her fall completely into corruption, but what about keeping her as a slave who always serves me? Oh, that's a good idea. I'll torment her whenever she seems about to fall completely, preventing her from reaching an S rating, yet making her unable to leave because of the pleasure I provide.

"Heh heh heh."

Perfect. That's the plan. Just imagining it is exciting enough to arouse me.

"Yawn..."

But why am I so tired? Is it normal to feel this sleepy just from thinking a bit?

Lately, my body doesn't feel like mine. I don't feel refreshed even after sleeping, and at some point, my morning erections disappeared.

"Is it like every night a virgin ghost comes and devours me?"

Sigh... I'm so tired that I'm spouting nonsense.

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It's been a week since Luina Ober received her chest-touching treatment, and during that week, she underwent the same treatment twice more. She continued what was supposed to be a one-time act.

Deokbae Asil expressed doubts about the curse that didn't seem to lift despite repeated treatments, but Luina Ober knew the reason. It was a sickness of the heart that had developed for several complex reasons.

The first reason was guilt over Lucius.

Truth be told, Lucius wasn't Luina Ober's type. Even when reading the original novel, she preferred the prince over the childhood friend. Like the saying that bad boys are more attractive, the timid and overly nice Lucius didn't appeal much to her. While she was grateful that Lucius always only looked at her, her heart just wasn't in it.

But for various reasons, the prince left her, and all that was left was Lucius. In the end, she had no choice but to choose Lucius reluctantly.

However, she couldn't focus entirely on Lucius. Her feelings for the prince were too strong to simply let go.

Naturally, the prince was the most popular person in the academy, and everywhere she went, she heard rumors about him, which naturally made her pay more attention to the prince's rumors than to Lucius beside her.

She despised her own behavior, but she couldn't get rid of the lingering feelings for the prince, and thus the vicious cycle of emotions continued to grow.

The second reason was self-loathing.

It was supposed to be just treatment, albeit embarrassing and awkward, yet every time she climaxed. Not just climaxing, but she exploded with arousal like a whore. Consequently, the chair she sat on got stained, and she had to bring a change of underwear every time after the treatment.

She should have wanted the unpleasant moments to end quickly, yet strangely, she found pleasure and endearment in being touched by him and always wanted those moments to continue.

Even if she tried to brainwash herself after the treatment ended that it was the worst moment, her body was honest. Just thinking about receiving treatment from him again made her body heat up, her breath rough, and her nipples harden. She had become addicted to the treatments she received from him.

Two days ago, when he applied a sticky and viscous liquid to her nipples, calling it a treatment cream, it felt like heaven. Despite the unpleasant texture and nauseating smell, she felt so good that she masturbated before sleeping, thinking of that smell.

She shouldn't have, but that's what happened.

She felt justified in her self-loathing. Even she thought she had become too lewd. Knowing it was wrong, she wanted it even more. She shouldn't have expected more, but she did.

Every day, as she became more lewd, she felt self-loathing but gradually enjoyed the immorality of her degeneration.

Guilt, self-hatred, self-loathing, and the pleasure of immorality—emotions she had never felt before mixed together, tormenting her, and eventually, her heart became sick. Naturally, as the treatment continued, the sickness spread to her chest, regenerating every time the treatment ended.

And so, she continued to be touched by the man.

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Time passed again, and it was time for another treatment. She undressed, baring her breasts, and put on a blindfold, eagerly awaiting the man's touch.@@novelbin@@

She was already excited, her nipples erect, and her panties were soaked, fully prepared to be touched at any moment.

She wondered how good it would feel today, but suddenly the man slipped his hand into her panties.

"Uh...?"

The man's firm, thick fingers lightly grazed her clitoris before boldly entering her vagina. The pleasure that poured forth was incomparable to that of mere breast touching.

"...Huh? Ah..."

For a moment, she thought she was dreaming. It was that unbelievable. However, the fingers stirring inside her were undeniably real, and the overwhelming pleasure was proof of that.

"Ah, no..."

Being touched on the breasts and being touched down there were entirely different matters. Even if she had become lewd, she had not intended to allow this to happen.

Wasn't this supposed to be treatment? Touching a woman's intimate parts without a word during treatment was unacceptable.

Naturally, she should have resisted. She should have torn off the blindfold, covered her body, screamed, and escaped from the man.

However...

"Ah, ah... aah..."

All she did was let out sweet moans.

As if she had been waiting for this moment...