Heroine Netori

[Unspecified Month XX Day]

Today, I received another massage from Housekeeper Gam. I climaxed once from my breasts and three times through my vagina.

Housekeeper Gam praised me for doing well, as he taught me to climax while saying "I'm going."

I must continue to be diligent.

Shin Yena has finally become accustomed to having two fingers in her vagina. Tomorrow, she plans to try three.

Shin Yena boasted to me about it, but I am already being penetrated by three fingers.

And... today, Housekeeper Gam and Shin Yena kissed again. The sight of them embracing and kissing each other is always beautiful.

When will I have my first kiss?

Oh no, while imagining kissing, I thought of Housekeeper Gam instead of Siu. It seems today's kissing scene between the two is still lingering in my mind.

[Unspecified Month XX Day]

Today, I received a new type of massage. Unlike usual, I was completely naked, and Housekeeper Gam sucked on my breasts.

He said it was a massage to stimulate milk ducts and promote the secretion of female hormones.

Housekeeper Gam sucking on my breasts so intensely looked as cute as a newborn baby.

When I patted Housekeeper Gam on the head, Shin Yena got jealous. Feeling a bit superior made me feel good.

I used to dislike my large breasts, but now I am glad they are big.

[Unspecified Month XX Day]

Today, I learned about fellatio, the act of sucking a penis. I was told that the semen from the penis helps with the secretion of female hormones.

Housekeeper Gam's penis was very large, incomparably bigger than the fingers he usually uses to penetrate our vaginas.

As I touched it, it was hot enough to burn and as hard as steel. Imagining that penis entering my vagina made it twitch.

Shin Yena demonstrated first; she knelt on the floor and took Housekeeper Gam's penis in her mouth. With one hand, she stroked the shaft that couldn't fit in her mouth, and with the other, she caressed his balls.

Shin Yena, already accustomed to the act, soon managed to extract semen from Housekeeper Gam.

However, I could not do the same. My jaw hurt from continuously sucking, and despite licking everywhere, I couldn't satisfy Housekeeper Gam.

Eventually, perhaps frustrated, Housekeeper Gam grabbed my head with both hands and thrust his penis into my throat.

It was torturous and I felt like vomiting, but it was because of my inadequacy. Fortunately, he seemed to like my throat and climaxed quickly.

My mouth was filled with Housekeeper Gam's semen. It tasted awful, but knowing it was because of me made it somewhat bearable.

After swallowing the semen, he patted my head and praised me.

But now that I think about it... my first kiss was with Housekeeper Gam's penis...

I felt sorry for Siu.

[Unspecified Month XX Day]

Recently, Siu's attitude towards me has changed. He blushes and steps back when I approach. He can't look me in the eye even when we talk as usual.

I feel like Siu is finally seeing me as a woman.

Father also recently asked me if I seemed a bit different. It seems the effects of the massages are slowly showing.

Out of gratitude, I sucked Housekeeper Gam's penis even more diligently than usual.

[Unspecified Month XX Day]

Today, Siu asked me out on a date. He mentioned a new cafe near the school, saying the shortcake there is delicious and invited me to eat it together.

Fortunately, there was no massage scheduled today, so I accepted his invitation.

The cake was indeed delicious, and it seemed to have a unique recipe. Siu and I enjoyed analyzing it together, and I had a happy time with him.

No, it was the worst.

I am not happy at all.

No... I am the worst.

They love each other, so why am I...

Why does it hurt my heart to hear that Shin Yena and Housekeeper Gam had sex...

[Unspecified Month XX Day]

I haven't gone for a massage in days.

I was afraid to see Shin Yena and Housekeeper Gam.

Correction. I was afraid of seeing Shin Yena and Housekeeper Gam having sex.

Another correction. I was afraid of seeing them having sex and hurting because of it.

Surely they love each other. And I like Siu. I receive massages to seduce Siu.

So, I should congratulate them on their first experience.

But I...

Am I greedy?

I wished their first experience had taken place in front of me.

I thought Shin Yena, being sensitive, would climax before satisfying Housekeeper Gam.

So I thought I would naturally fill the empty spot.

While wanting to be loved by Siu, I also wanted Housekeeper Gam's affection.

I am... indeed greedy.

I'm sorry... Siu, Shin Yena...

I'm sorry, Housekeeper Gam...

[Unspecified Month XX Day]

It's been over a week since I went for a massage. I've been consciously keeping my distance from Shin Yena, who seems concerned but I've ignored her.

Feeling down, Siu has been taking care of me a lot. He's brought me to his secret favorite restaurants and cozy cafes, trying hard to cheer me up.

I was grateful to Siu, but my mood didn't improve.

Instead, every time I spent time with Siu, I imagined Shin Yena and Housekeeper Gam making love.

Ah... no, that's not it.

I imagined Housekeeper Gam making love with Shin Yena.

Even in front of Siu...

[Unspecified Month XX Day]

I did not go for a massage today.

[Unspecified Month XX Day]

I did not go for a massage today.

Today, Siu asked me out on a date, but I declined, pretending to be sick.

[Unspecified Month XX Day]

I did not go for a massage today.@@novelbin@@

Today, I masturbated while imagining Shin Yena and Housekeeper Gam having sex.

However, I did not feel good at all.

[Date Unspecified]

Today, I didn't go to get a massage again.

[Date Unspecified]

... I had sex with Housekeeper Gam.

I'm happy... this is what happiness is. I had forgotten.

I need to write in my diary... but I have no energy in my body.

Could it be that I'll wake up to find out this was all a dream?

[Date Unspecified]

Fortunately, it wasn't a dream. The pain in my vagina from yesterday tells me that the sex with Housekeeper Gam wasn't a lie.

I don't really remember much.

Shin Yena and Housekeeper Gam were waiting at the school gate, we went to Shin Yena's house together, and Shin Yena allowed Housekeeper Gam to have sex with me.

And then... sex with Housekeeper Gam...

Why is it that I can't remember the part where we had sex? It was my first time... it's so unfair!

After whining to Shin Yena, she sent me a video of my first time. I looked very lewd and lascivious in the video.

Being pierced by Housekeeper Gam's monstrous penis, I burst out in pleasurable cries and then embraced him.

Is this really me...?

Is sex supposed to feel so good that I'd lose myself like this...?

I'm planning to go to Shin Yena's house soon. We're supposed to have a pajama party, which is really a sex party that will last all night.

This time, I'll be careful not to lose consciousness.

[Date Unspecified]

I had sex again today.

I managed to keep my consciousness until the second climax, but I lost it again during the third.

Still, I think it's better than Shin Yena, who always faints at her first climax.

[Date Unspecified]

Today, I kissed Shin Yena.

It started with a threesome position. I was lying on the bottom, Shin Yena climbed on top of me, and Housekeeper Gam was thrusting his penis between our vaginas.

Although there was no direct penetration, the friction on my clit was very arousing. And Shin Yena moaning above me was adorable.

I kissed Shin Yena without realizing it, and she accepted my kiss. While we were lost in kissing, Housekeeper Gam inserted his penis into each of our vaginas.

Shin Yena lost consciousness with her first climax.

It felt like I had sent her off, which was amusing.

[Date Unspecified]

We had sex in a threesome again today.

I'm now completely accustomed to Housekeeper Gam's penis.

After Shin Yena climaxed, his penis was still erect, so I sucked it between my breasts.

Then, I lay on the bed, raised my buttocks, and spread my vagina, and Housekeeper Gam thrust his penis into me.

The intense pleasure almost made me lose consciousness, and natural moans escaped me.

Sex really does feel good.

[Date Unspecified]

Recently, Siu's gaze towards me has changed again. Now, he breaks into a cold sweat and doesn't know what to do when I just speak to him.

Today, there was an accidental small physical touch with Siu, and I could see that he was erect.

It was very disappointing.

[Date Unspecified]

Recently, not only the boys in my class but even the teachers have started looking at me differently. It wasn't just Siu.

People have started whispering about my breasts and buttocks, even secretly taking photos. My breasts and buttocks already have an owner, yet there are such disgusting people around.

When I told Housekeeper Gam, he dealt with it neatly. Expulsions and dismissals, it didn't take even a day.

He truly is competent in every way.

As a token of gratitude, today I rode on top of him and rocked my hips. However, perhaps because it wasn't enough, Housekeeper Gam ended up moving his hips as well. I need to do better.

[Date Unspecified]

We had sex in a threesome again today.

[Date Unspecified]

We had sex in a threesome again today.

[Date Unspecified]

We had sex in a threesome again today.

[Date Unspecified]

Shin Yena is pregnant.

I was envious.

[Date Unspecified]

Just in case, I checked myself.

It was positive.

Ah... I'm happy.

[Date Unspecified]

We've decided to go on a trip to celebrate the pregnancy.

But then, Housekeeper Gam told me to invite Siu as well, to definitely end things with him on this trip.

I was already annoyed because Siu has been overly friendly and sneakily touchy recently.

When I agreed to it, he called me a good girl and kissed me. He said a kiss wasn't enough and teased me until he had to penetrate me with his penis.

I should have been more affectionate often...

[Date Unspecified]

I invited Siu to the trip. Upon hearing the news, he was happier than anyone and immediately said he would attend.

Seeing Siu's reaction gave me an idea.

Hehe... I'm looking forward to the day we leave for the trip.