Kiss Me if You Can

The mansion was filled with an ominous atmosphere. According to Seth, Chase threw the chair as soon as he heard that Grayson had come. Fortunately, it wasn’t at Seth.

Josh guided Grayson to the living room, wondering how Chase would react, and if what he heard from Seth was true, he would be in the worst mood right now, so he was thinking about just running away.

Knock.

He knocked lightly and opened the living room door. A sweet scent immediately enveloped Josh. For a moment, he felt dizzy, but fortunately, he quickly regained his senses. When he chewed the candy that was melting in his mouth, his mind became clearer.

Chase was sitting on the sofa waiting for Grayson. He was wearing a light pink shirt with a couple of buttons undone, and he was wearing white cotton pants underneath. He almost let out a sigh of admiration without realizing it, but he held it back again. Just like Grayson before, he was wearing sunglasses. The only difference was that he was outside before and this was indoors.

“Chase, how long has it been! My dear brother?”

Grayson opened his arms wide and tried to hug Chase. Of course, Chase wouldn’t allow it.

“Where the hell is that damned bastard sticking his head in?”

Chase immediately raised his foot and kicked Grayson in the stomach as he lunged at him. He must have kicked hard, but Grayson just stumbled back, saying, “Oh my.”

Josh’s eyes widened. Chase wasn’t an ordinary brute, but he was reacting like that. Was the man strong or was Chase weak?

But Grayson’s greatness didn’t end there. As he staggered back, he suddenly reached out and snatched Chase’s sunglasses. He didn’t have time to stop him. Chase also had no time to dodge his hand and was just hit.

Chase's face was completely revealed in the bright sunlight. Soon after, Grayson covered Chase's cheek with both hands and screamed loudly like a diva singing an aria.

"Oh, my God! What is this happening to my brother who only has a face!"

Josh froze for a moment. Chase also froze. In the eerie silence, only Grayson cried out miserably like the protagonist of a tragedy.

"I predicted that this day would come. Oh, it's over now. My brother is over."

"Damn it, whoever wants it to end like that!"

Chase shouted and threw his fist. Unfortunately, it missed this time. Grayson, who barely dodged, shook his head.

“I’ve taught you over and over again not to rush in blindly and to look at your opponent. You really only have a face. How can you memorize a script when you’re so stupid?”

“I’ll kill you… …!”

Chase got up from the sofa and threw another punch. Josh momentarily thought about stopping him. If Chase were to get pushed back, he would think about intervening and tense his body, but Grayson, who narrowly avoided Chase’s punch, whispered to Chase.

“I told you to behave, Chase. Or do you want to be dragged home again?”

It was a voice as sweet as pheromones. The low voice sounded as if it was gently caressing his ear.

However, Chase’s face hardened more than ever upon hearing those words. Josh had never seen anyone with such an expression. Even a corpse would have a better complexion. He looked at Grayson with a pale face as if he had seen a ghost.

Grayson smiled brightly at Chase, who seemed to be unable to even breathe, just like when he first saw him.

“Yeah. You’re not stupid, my brother.”

If he hadn’t known, he would have thought he was an incredibly affectionate older brother. But to Josh, that man had never felt more terrifying than that moment. He was smiling so calmly while making Chase freeze like that.

That man seemed like he could easily kill anyone. He didn’t even have to do anything.

A few words would be enough.

Josh felt a chill down his spine. It had been less than an hour, but he felt like he had seen the real face hidden under the man’s mask. Grayson suddenly turned his head to Josh, who was standing still. When their eyes suddenly met, he flinched. Grayson said with the same smile as before.

“Could you please leave my seat for a moment? I have something to talk about with my family.”

Then he glanced down at Chase.

“I think Chase is ready to listen now.”

Grayson lightly placed a hand on Chase’s shoulder. Then something surprising happened. Chase sat down on the sofa silently.

Josh blinked in confusion. How could he be so calm? He looked like a trained pet. And it was the most out of place expression for Chase Miller that Josh had ever seen.

Another silence. Grayson sat down across from Chase and looked back at Josh. As if to ask what he was doing.

Josh stood there for a moment, looking down at Chase. For some reason, he felt like he couldn’t just leave him. Could he really leave?

I don’t know why he saw Pete in Chase’s face at that moment.

Josh had lost Pete in the park once. It had only been ten minutes, but he felt like he had fallen into hell and was going crazy with such a horrible fear. I went back the way I came, calling Pete’s name like crazy, and when I found Pete standing there and hugged him again, I almost cried out of indescribable relief.

Of course, if I were to hug and comfort Chase like Pete did now, my wisdom teeth would fall out this time. Josh had no intention of getting implants at such a young age. Besides, there was no reason for Josh to stay in the room when the person in question hadn’t said anything.

“… … Call me if you need me, I’ll wait in the hallway.”

That was all he could say. He waited for a moment, but Chase still had a blank expression on his face and didn’t respond. Josh had no choice but to turn around and leave the living room. The last time he saw the two of them, they still looked awkward. Josh closed the door with an uneasy feeling.

The room was quiet. No one dared to speak first. Grayson, who had been smiling brightly just a moment ago, still stared at his brother with a straight face. Of course, Chase didn’t smile at all.

“What happened to your face? You didn’t get hit by a security guard while you were losing your temper, did you?”

Grayson asked, giggling as if he was dying of laughter. Chase barely held back from kicking him and gritted his teeth.

“What’s your purpose here?”

“That’s true. I’m really disappointed, Chase. You can’t even fight. That’s why I told you to train properly, take some steroids and protein supplements.”

He looked at Chase’s lean physique, which was obviously muscular, and sighed.

“It’s brave that you’re not broken anywhere.”

“Grayson… … .”

Chase’s knuckles turned white in his clenched fist. Grayson, who knew his fists were quite sharp, stopped teasing his brother and changed the subject.

“It’s time to build up, right? There’s a party, let’s go.”

“No.”

“Really?”

Grayson narrowed his eyes at the firm answer.

“Did you tell me? Alex Jr. had a baby last month.”

Chase’s face hardened for a moment. Grayson continued, still smiling.

“I saw a baby, to be exact. The female was crazy about Alex, and she resembled Alex I, so she’s pretty good at it too… … . Oh, you didn’t like dogs? Did you like birds? Birds are useless compared to dogs, but you have such a unique taste.”

Chase didn’t say anything. He just stared at him with a pale face and a squint. Without even blinking. Grayson added calmly.

“Did you find that guy then? Of course you didn’t.”

“… … .”

“Chase.”

Grayson’s voice became even sweeter.

“If you don’t want to do that again, you should take out the pheromones.”

The sound of his heart pounding loudly in Chase’s ears. Grayson whispered as he watched his brother bit his lip, trying to hold back his breathing.

“How about it, do you want to go to the party?”

*@Punhap*

Click.

Josh instinctively looked up at the sound of the door opening. It was Grayson who came out.

“Oh, you really were waiting.”

He said in surprise. Chase appeared behind Grayson. Josh quickly scanned his entire body, but there seemed to be nothing unusual. Except for the pale complexion that had lost its color. Grayson opened his mouth as if he noticed Josh’s gaze.

“Chase is going out with me. We don’t need security, right?”

Josh looked at Chase’s face again at the unexpected words. But he ignored Josh and turned away. Josh hurriedly called him over.

“Mr. Miller!”

Chase hesitated and looked back. Josh opened his mouth with difficulty, seeing his face frowning annoyedly.

“But we still need security, don’t we? Should we prepare the car?”

“… … That’s enough.”

“Mr. Miller.”

“I said that! Leave me alone, stop meddling!”

Chase shouted violently. Josh couldn’t persuade him anymore. Chase cursed and turned around, quickly walking away and quickly disappearing from sight.

Grayson, who was looking in the direction Chase had gone, whistled briefly, just like Josh. Josh glanced up at him, Grayson smiled and said casually.

“I’ll just change my clothes and come down. Don’t you guys feel better without that guy?”

Josh didn’t answer. He smiled as if he knew everything.

“No matter how much I try to teach you, your short temper won’t change. I’m sorry.”

He was clearly saying sorry, but Josh couldn’t sense any sincerity in it. It was like a mask.

The words that were as familiar as the smiling face made me feel like they were just added because it was the right time to say them.

I had nothing to say and just stared at him silently, but suddenly Grayson narrowed his eyes.

Oh.

Before he could even dodge, Grayson grabbed Josh by the nape of his neck and pulled him closer. He sniffed deeply, and Josh just let it go. Grayson sniffed around a couple more times, then finally raised his head.

“You, what are you?”

Josh couldn’t find the words to respond to the low voice for a moment. It was a few seconds before he realized the meaning of the question.

“… … Beta.”

He gave the given answer. Grayson said “Really?” and tilted his head. Since his pheromone scent was weak to begin with and he was taking medication, he probably wouldn’t know at all.

Josh firmly believed, but at the same time, he felt uneasy. When he stared straight into his eyes as calmly as possible, Grayson moved his hand from the back of Josh’s neck to grab his chin.

“That’s strange.”

Grayson, who rudely grabbed the other person’s chin and turned his face around, frowned for the first time.

“Did the Betas get exposed to some kind of radiation these days? Why don’t they all look like Betas?”

Josh didn’t say anything and roughly shook his hand away. Grayson let out an absurd exclamation, “Ouch,” and then smirked.

“The prosecutor who fought Nathaniel this time was also a Beta. You guys came from the East too? Did you see the picture? Hey, with that face, you’re a Beta, isn’t that a scam? What’s in the East?”

He whistled and acted playfully, but Josh didn’t laugh. The man narrowed his eyes as he watched him quietly staring at Grayson.

“Are you really a Beta?”

“Excuse me.”

Josh tried to get away to avoid unnecessary attrition. But Grayson wouldn’t tolerate it.

“Wait.”

He stopped Josh with one word. He had no choice but to stop and looked up at Grayson again. As if telling him to tell him what he wanted to do.

Suddenly, he could smell a sweet scent. Grayson’s eyes turned gold. This was the second time he had seen the color of the super alpha’s eyes change. Josh already knew what it meant. Grayson was pouring out pheromones. But Josh didn’t react at all.

“I guess so.”

After pouring out useless pheromones like a waterfall, he shrugged and laughed.

“No matter how much medicine I take, there’s no way I can’t smell. And I don’t react to pheromones either.”

Grayson stroked his chin as if he was thinking.

“Either it’s super omega or… … .”

The strangely vague ending to his words made him feel ominous. When he unconsciously swallowed dry saliva, another voice suddenly interjected.

“How could there be an extreme omega in a place like this? They say you only see it once in your lifetime.”

When he turned his head, Isaac was standing there with a displeased expression. Grayson followed him and smiled.

“Did my brother come down?”

When he immediately changed the subject, Isaac answered bluntly.

“Yes, he went in the car you came in.”

“Oh, thank you.”

He turned around again, seemingly not caring at all.

As he watched his back as he walked away following Isaac’s guidance, he felt a chill. What would have happened if there had been no mark? Josh secretly brushed away his pounding heart. He would have definitely been caught.

For the first time, he was grateful for the mark Chase had left behind. Josh wouldn’t be swayed by any other pheromones besides that guy’s. Unless another Alpha left a new mark on Josh.

But if Chase had poured pheromones on me, I would have been horny right away.

A chill ran down my spine again. Josh realized only then that his hand was trembling slightly as he stroked his forehead.

After calming down a bit, Josh headed to the monitor room and soon ran into Mark. Mark, who immediately noticed that his condition was not good, asked him suspiciously.

“What’s going on? What happened with the guy who came earlier? Isaac was saying something strange.”

“Something strange?”

Mark quickly answered Josh’s question in a puzzled tone.

“That bastard said something strange to you? What’s he doing pouring pheromones on a Beta? What’s he doing if he mutates? Anyway, the super alphas… … .”

He clicked his tongue and shook his head as if he was fed up. Josh paused and then opened his mouth.

“Are you two leaving already?”

“Yeah, it’s been a while.”

Mark said casually.

“You know where you went, right? That fancy orgy party.”

Of course. But Josh was curious about something else.

“What happened to security?”

Mark repeated casually what Grayson had said.

“That brother said it was okay, and C said we didn’t have to come, so what can I do? I just sent them with a location tracker.”

“Haa… … .”

Josh let out a deep sigh. If something happens like that, they’ll blame us again.

It suddenly occurred to him that Chase was deliberately trying to tease them. If he had a hobby of harassing others, he could easily do it. And Chase was a man who could do that.

… … But he went with Grayson.

I don’t know if that was a good thing or not. I should have been relieved, but I ended up feeling uneasy. Chase’s brother, whom I first saw, looked suspicious no matter where I looked. It wouldn’t be common for a man to look so gloomy. And he didn’t seem to be trying to hide it.

Chase seemed to hate the man.

There must be as many things he hated as the stars in the universe, but Grayson Miller was clearly the most hated of them all. But why did he follow him so obediently? He was so scared, like a rabbit in front of an anaconda.

Chase Miller was a rabbit?

Mark said to Josh, who was shocked for a moment.

“The problem is after you come back. You should feel better.”

Josh also didn’t say anything at Mark’s long sigh. Usually, you feel better after sex, but in Chase’s case, he had no idea what would happen. He just hoped that the man would be the same as the general case.

He had heard that if he was marked, his pheromones would stabilize and the danger would decrease. But that was only if the marked person continued to help him. At the very least, he would have to stay by his side and provide psychological stability. Who would continuously guard that man, and above all, would there be anyone who would dare to mark him? Josh just shook his head.

No matter how much he thought about it, that guy's temper was a minus to Chase from start to finish. After all, he was a good guy, so he probably wouldn't think that he did anything wrong.

Suddenly, Grayson's smiling face and low whispering voice came to mind.

What on earth happened in that house?

A chill ran down his spine.

*@Punhap*

Chase returned after midnight. The security team, who had been waiting anxiously, had already been on standby after seeing his location tracker heading to the mansion. Chase returned in a heavy sedan, unlike when he left.

“Mr. Miller!”

As soon as the sedan stopped in front of the mansion’s front door, Mark hurriedly opened the car door and called him. At the same time, the scent of pheromones wafted to Josh, who was far away. Josh unconsciously chewed the candy in his mouth.

Chase, seen through the open car door, was completely drunk and out of his mind. He couldn’t even open his eyes and occasionally mumbled something, clearly showing that he was drugged. The expressionless man who got out of the driver’s seat confirmed this fact.

“He’s barely conscious because he took a lot of drugs at the party. He’ll wake up in a few days, so take good care of him in the meantime.”

It was quite natural for super-alphas to take drugs or ecstasy at parties. However, Josh felt complicated when he saw Chase like that. Perhaps it was because he still remembered the last time he saw his face.

“What kind of drugs did you take? … … It’s not harmful to your body, is it?”

Everyone looked at him as he asked cautiously. Josh hurriedly added.

“If there’s a problem, you should call 911 right away.”

Mark clicked his tongue, and the man who had brought Chase opened his mouth.

“There’s no way this will cause problems. As you know, the extreme alphas don’t get sick from drugs or alcohol… … . You overdosed compared to other people, but you’ll be fine. You always do this much. I heard you usually take a lot.”

Then, he said, and got back in the car and drove off. The people who were left behind surrounded Chase and hurried to his bedroom. Josh followed him.

A cool air filled Chase’s bedroom. Josh paused at the empty atmosphere, as if no one was using the room. There was nothing on the wall where Warhol’s paintings had been hanging. All the fancy decorations were gone, and all that was left was the bed and the side table. Josh knew best how all those things had disappeared.

“What the heck.”

Mark laid Chase on the bed and stretched his back. Isaac and Seth pushed Chase to the center of the bed.

The pheromone scent vibrated all over his body. Josh felt a strange difference there, different from usual. Chase’s scent and the scent of another extreme alpha were mixed together. However, Josh was the only one who felt the difference.

“There must have been a lot of extreme alphas at the party.”

Mark answered casually when I let the question slip.

“Well, I guess so. It was that kind of party.”

“The scent is terrible.”

Isaac muttered to himself and shook his head. Seth also rubbed his temples as if his head hurt. Everyone grumbled that they had been covered in too many pheromones, but no one could actually tell the scent apart. Only Josh could tell the difference between Chase's scent and someone else's.

Was it because of the markings...?

Josh absentmindedly stroked his earlobe, which was covered by his earphones.

He was out in a tattered state, and he hadn’t even buttoned up his pants. Fortunately, he was wearing his pants properly. Josh wanted to run his fingers through his messy blond hair. Fortunately, Mark spoke before he could impulsively reach out.

“Nothing bad will happen, so let’s go?”

Everyone moved their bodies at that signal. Josh, who had been the last to come in, was the last to leave again. When he finally looked back, Chase was tossing and turning and mumbling something incomprehensible.

It was a couple hours later that he felt something was wrong. Josh, who was watching the CCTV monitors that were flashing all over the mansion while changing shifts, suddenly stopped when he saw Chase’s bedroom.

Chase didn’t seem to have regained consciousness yet. He was definitely under the influence of drugs, but he still looked uncomfortable. The way he kept tossing and turning seemed unusual.

Josh hesitated for a moment. There was nothing he could do if he went to see him in that state. Besides, he must have been out of his mind right now, spewing out pheromones, so he couldn’t know what would happen if he approached him rashly. He had even taken drugs, so his condition would be even worse.

It was foolish to jump into a dangerous situation that he knew was obvious. He looked at the screen carefully and thought for a moment.

What’s wrong with a grown man having a bad dream? He’ll be fine soon.

But when he saw Chase curled up and rocking on the bed as if in pain, Josh couldn’t help but think of the little boy who had reached out to him. And the way he had a nightmare and cried.

〈Daddy.〉

Pete.

Josh tapped the armrest impatiently with his fingers. Chase, reflected on the monitor, was rocking on the bed as if in pain. He could tell right away that his condition had gotten worse.

A groan escaped from the back of his throat. He couldn’t hold out any longer.

You idiot!

Josh hurriedly ran to himself, cursing at himself.

*

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“… … !”

Even before he opened the door, the hallway was filled with pheromones. Josh held back the feeling of dizziness and fixed his mask again. It was the latest mask that was supposed to block pheromones by 98 percent, but the remaining 2 percent was still gnawing at his brain.

Josh opened the door, trying his best to ignore the scent. The pheromones that had been building up in the room poured out at once.

Josh staggered back, feeling dizzy for a moment. It took a while for him to gather his wits. He had to add courage to his mind as well to make his way into the bedroom.

Chase was still lying on the bed as before. But the sheets were all rumpled from the repeated tossing and turning, and one corner was completely out of the mattress. On top of that, some of the buttons on his shirt were undone and some were flying off, exposing his body. It was impossible to know why he was wearing them.

“… … .”

Chase muttered something and tossed and turned again. With that, his face turned to Josh, and he stopped.

Ah.

Josh sighed without realizing it. His face, panting and sweating, was angelic and beautiful, yet unpleasantly sultry.

The sight of him lying helplessly on the bed, looking up at himself, unexpectedly brought out a sense of sadism. Josh was embarrassed that he felt such feelings. He thought to himself that it was ridiculous to do this to Chase Miller, of all people, but he couldn’t deny his feelings. Josh felt guilty and embarrassed.

Haa, haa. Haa, haa.

Chase's breathing sounded unusually loud. Josh's breathing also became rougher along with the illusion of his body temperature rising. In an instant, his lower body swelled hard and his back became wet. If Josh's sanity had been blown away by just 1 percent, he would have climbed on top of him.

But Josh desperately held back his desire. Now was not the time, and he couldn't do it. He had to wake Chase up somehow. He seemed to be wandering in a nightmare. The proof was between his trembling lips, ah, those damn lips.

Josh couldn't think. Before he went crazy, he slapped his own cheek with all his might.

"Ouch, fuck!"

Josh ended up swearing. Could there be another fool like this? Josh rubbed his cold cheek and walked towards the bed.

Chase was still the same. He muttered something again, his face distorted. The muscles in his firm chest rose and fell roughly with each breath. Josh swallowed dry saliva aloud.

“Mr. Miller, come to your senses. Mr. Miller.”

He carefully grabbed his shoulder and shook him gently, but he showed no sign of waking up. The super-alphas don’t get drunk easily, so he wondered how much he had done to get like this. He had been in charge of protecting other celebrities, but he had never seen anyone get this drunk. If ordinary people had done this much, they would no longer be alive.

“That… … Uh… … .”

Chase muttered something. Was he dreaming? Josh tilted his head. Hesitantly, he put his ear to his ear and could barely hear what he was saying.

“Don’t, don’t… … Stop… … Please… … .”

Josh was momentarily taken aback. What did he just hear? Chase Miller saying something like that. Are my ears wrong?

Chase kept mumbling in confusion.

“Please, I’m sorry. I was wrong. … … I’ll do whatever you say, anything. Please… … Please!”

It was clear. He was having a nightmare. Whatever it was, it was definitely a horrible dream. But it didn’t end there. Sweating profusely, Chase kept begging.

“Forgive me, I, I was wrong. Save me, don’t do this to me. Stop, Nathaniel, Stacy… … Please help me. Stop, please, no, please… … !”

“Mr. Miller!”

Josh called him urgently. He thought he had to wake Chase up quickly. Even if he was going to beat him up again. That’s when Chase screamed, almost like a scream.

“Please get that dog away… … !”

“Chase, open your eyes!”

Josh screamed. He had to pull him out of his nightmare right now. He could do anything to do that. When he raised his hand, thinking he might slap him, Chase suddenly opened his eyes.

His usually purple eyes had turned gold. He had looked at Josh like this before.

That day when he got pregnant with Pete.

He had poured out his pheromones with his whole body and sprayed them deep inside me.

The moment he recalled the memory, Josh felt hot inside and almost collapsed.

The next moment, the situation he had been afraid of happened. Chase suddenly got up and attacked him.

“… … !”

Josh rolled on the floor with Chase, unable to prepare for the sudden attack. Chase came up before he could get up, and his mask was taken off. Before he could even make a sound from his open mouth, their lips overlapped.

He’s out of his mind.

Josh knew. Chase was completely out of his mind right now. He would definitely not remember anything tomorrow morning. Just like he did that day.

So what would he know if he just left it alone?

The devil inside Josh whispered. He wanted to hug this man right now and take him inside his body, his whole body twitching.

If he could have sex with Chase at this moment, he would sell his soul. No, his soul felt so cheap. Oh, if only he could do it now!

But that experience was enough. Josh knew better than anyone what the consequences of falling for one temptation were. And it was the same person, even if he was stupid, this wasn't it.

In the meantime, Josh pushed his shirt up and pushed away the hand that was groping his body with all his might. He turned his head away from the lips that were closing in again, pushed his shoulder with all his might, and hit his face with his other hand.@@novelbin@@

A dull thud rang out. He prayed that this would bring Chase back to his senses. If he didn’t stop, I’d have to hit him again.

“Get a grip, Mr. Miller!”

Josh shouted at the top of his lungs. Even so, he couldn’t pose a threat from the position he was in, lying on the ground, looking up at him.

He wasn’t sure if it would work, but he came at him again. Oh, dangerous. He thought he could hear a siren in his head, but it was so faint. When their lips met violently, Josh gave up all efforts to stop him. He didn’t know anything. This scent was driving him crazy.

He hugged his neck and licked his tongue deeply. His heavy breath was swallowed into his mouth. In his daze, Josh realized vaguely that it had been a long time since he had kissed him like this.

When was the last time you kissed?

He quickly dismissed the thought, thinking back on the past few years when he hadn’t had a single date because he was raising Pete. If, really, if this was the last time he kissed this guy, what did it matter?

When Chase roughly pushed up his shirt and felt his bare skin, Josh completely emptied his mind. He wanted to touch him too. He wanted him to come inside him and make a mess of him like that. Fill him up, spill him.

Oh, cum inside me.

Josh didn't know if he said it out loud or just thought it. All he cared about was this kiss.

Chase's knees slid between his legs, spreading his legs wide. Josh felt his bottom soaking wet. Field groped his body absentmindedly, repeatedly breathing inside his mouth. A short scream escaped him as Chase bit Josh's lips roughly. It wasn't because of the pain.

He felt Chase's erection lower down. The movement of rubbing his front was clear with intent. It seemed as if Josh's pants would soon be ripped open and his insides would be violently rummaged through. And Josh knew that moment was coming.

It was when the fear and anticipation of a thick penis penetrating his insides simultaneously overwhelmed him. Suddenly, the memory of that day flashed through his mind, making Josh stop.

He made it.

If Chase were to come inside him again, Josh wouldn't be able to refuse him again, and instead, he might shudder at the pleasure filling his stomach. Josh already knew the result.

He'd get pregnant.

Surprisingly, fear and excitement crossed in equal measure. Josh hesitated for a moment, but soon gave up everything. No matter what the result would be, could it compare to the pleasure he felt now? Josh could never give up.

He closed his eyes and pulled him into his arms. The kiss continued until he urged Chase to rub his lower body.

However, when Josh turned around to take off his pants, Chase unexpectedly became quiet. Josh opened his eyes and parted his lips in confusion.

"Chase?"

When he called carefully, he soon lowered his head on Josh's shoulder. Josh lay there for a while, catching his breath, bewildered. He realized belatedly that Chase had lost consciousness again. Josh blinked in bewilderment.

You made me like this and fell asleep alone?

“This… … !”

He clenched his fists unconsciously in frustration and anger. He barely held himself back from hitting Chase with all his heart.

Good, I almost got pregnant again.

He tried to comfort himself somehow by forcing himself to face reality, but he still couldn’t suppress his anger. In the end, he controlled his strength and hit Chase in the head. Sadly, Chase didn’t wake up.

Josh looked down at Chase for a moment, dumbfounded.

“… … huh.”

With a sigh of relief, he barely managed to get up and get out from under him. He dragged Chase, who was still sprawled on the floor, from behind and dragged him onto the bed. He quickly left the bedroom to calm his excited self and headed to the bathroom connected to the monitor room.

Damn, damn, fucking Chase Miller!

He looked down like a madman and cursed endlessly at the man who had fallen asleep so absurdly at such a crucial moment. The problem was that just thinking about him made his horny penis harden in his hand. That made Josh even more angry.

After finishing his habitual and mechanical masturbation and quickly wiping his face, arms, and other exposed areas at the sink to wash off the pheromones, he finally regained some sense.

He sat down in despair, but there was still something left to do. Deleting the records. Josh turned back time and erased the part where he had taken pictures of the bedroom.

No one would know that there was a gap. They would never look back at the records unless something special happened.

After watching until dawn, fortunately, Chase didn't seem to have any more nightmares. As evidence, he didn't toss and turn or talk in his sleep after that. Watching him like that, Josh just felt bitter.

What the hell is going on?

The biggest problem was himself, getting swept away again. Not knowing that the guy was like that.

It's all because of the pheromones, he thought. Josh also knew that it wasn't all. But even if he really wanted him, what else could he do? There was no hope in this relationship. Josh was nothing to that guy.

When he sighed deeply again and rubbed his tired eyes, the sun was rising in the distance. It had been a couple of hours since Josh had asked Mark for a vacation.