The Great Sword is not the Main Body!

[Here's a little gorying!]
[Please pay attention to it when you see it!]

"Rubia, time is running out."

"Huh... I'll be out soon, so please go to the banquet hall."

"No, sir. I'm waiting for ......"

"Shelly. What did I just say?"

“... Got it."

The shadow that has been in front of the door for a while recedes into the distance.

"If anyone sees me, I'm a very of. bastards."

I crammed my belongings into my bag and stared in the mirror.

I still can't get used to it, but I can see the dazzling white hair and blue eyes.

The dazzling blonde hair and eyes inherited from her late mother were nowhere to be found.

If someone who doesn't know anything sees it, it's nine times out of ten... No, all ten of them are beautiful.

It was a special color that only those who were chosen to be shrine maidens could have.

But I hated every single strand of hair, every single eye, so much that I thought I was going crazy.

I wanted to tear it all out.

I tried to pull it out over and over again.

I tried to die over and over again.

Over and over again. Over and over again. Over and over again. Over and over again. Over and over again. Over and over again. Over and over again. Over and over again.

But this world wouldn't let me die.
It wouldn't let me commit suicide.

They said that my life as a shaman shouldn't end in a place like this.
They said there was a place that I absolutely had to use, and they wouldn't leave me alone.

Until five years ago, I was just an ordinary girl.
Just an ordinary girl who caused a little trouble.

A small house in a small town.
I never thought I was unhappy at all.

The academy that everyone else goes to?
I didn't have to go.

The meat that everyone else eats?
I was happy just eating grass.

The only family I had left.

As long as my younger brother was there, everything would be fine.

Then, disaster struck the village.

A mere fifteen demons.

Even one famous knight could have easily stopped them.

But the small village didn't have any knights, not even trainee knights.

They said that there was no threat from demons.

They didn't even assign a single ordinary knight, saying that it wasn't a village with enough money.

The bakery lady was torn in half.
The blacksmith brother burst and died.
The guard's head rolled around.
The clothing store sister was raped while dead.
The little boy who teased me every day.
The little boy's older sister.
The man next door.
The grandfather who tended the flower bed.
The grandmother who always nagged me.
People I knew.

My younger brother.
Died.
Was torn to pieces.
My younger brother's blood splattered on my face. My teeth were pulled out.
My limbs rolled on the floor.
My intestines soaked my clothes.

She protected me even like that.
My 15-year-old sister.
That delicate girl.

She never once said a bad word.
My sister who had matured too early.
She was torn to pieces before my eyes.

And yet, I survived.
The knights came to me just before I was about to be killed by the demons.

They said it was a small town.
They said there was no threat from the demons.
Why. Why on earth.

What are they?

Why did they all die?
Even my sister died.

Why are you saving me now?

They said I was chosen as a priestess.

So they came to save me.

The priestess who would save the world. Me.

"You're fucking dead..."@@novelbin@@

I cried.
I drank pesticide.
I hung myself.
I cut my wrists with a knife.

They covered my mouth.
They made me vomit everything out. Cut the rope around my neck.

I even healed my torn blood vessels.

The shaman said that I shouldn't die like this.
Please, I kept saving us, the world.

If I had been chosen as a shaman earlier.
If you guys had come just 5 minutes earlier.

My sister would have lived.
I wouldn't have been ruined like this.
My will to save the world wouldn't have faded.

No.
If I hadn't been chosen as a shaman, I could have died with my sister.

I hate you guys.
I detest the humans who look at me and say I'm beautiful.
I wish everyone, be they demons or humans, would just die.

I hate the world, everything I see.

I won't save the world.
I won't save anyone.

You guys should lose something precious too.

I packed all my stuff and tied the rope tightly to the window.
I looked down.
The ground I saw from the 6th floor was so far away.

But what can I do?
I won't die anyway.

This is a life that cannot be lost until I save this damn world.

There is no way I can waste my time here.

I have also found an adventurer who will be my escort.
I gave a request and fortunately, he accepted.

A girl who has been spreading rumors these days.

A blind girl who cannot see my face, my hair, my eyes.

And yet, an adventurer girl who has reached the silver rank.

She was such a good person to be my escort.

Before jumping, the one who must be looking down on me.
I looked up at the sky.

Are you watching, goddess bitch?
I will run away today, now.

If you are tangled, come and catch me yourself.

I grabbed the rope and jumped.
I wish I could just die like this.

I looked up at the sky.
I could feel the ceiling of the guild.
I just saw it with my mind's eye.

I prayed to God again today.
Please, make me 1cm taller. And I hope the client is a normal person...

After finishing the prayer, I approached the client sitting in front of me and greeted him.

“Hey... Hello...”

Fortunately, the client was a woman.

But... This person is suspicious.
She’s been looking around since a while ago.

She’s not a criminal, is she?

“Ahem, hello. Are you Shinnoah?”

The client’s soft voice was heard.
Something is off-putting... Her voice is really pretty.

And.
And...!

The nipple is really huge.
It’s vicious.
It’s evil and very cruelly big.

That’s ridiculous.
Is that size realistically possible...?

My head is on both sides. Wow...

“Yes...”

“Nice to meet you. How about we go somewhere quiet and talk? It’s too noisy here right now.”

The client looked around with a frown. The muscles around her face shrank as she frowned so much.

Well, I couldn't see it anyway, and I got used to it after going back and forth for two months, but it wasn't an atmosphere that an ordinary girl could adapt to.

The client's extremely vicious body was also eye-catching because it wasn't covered by the robe.

She nodded willingly.

"Where should we go...?"

"Um, okay. I don't know what's around here, would it be okay if I asked you to show me around?"

Oh.
I was given such a difficult mission.

I don't know because I don't go around much...?

"Uh, uh..."

What should I do?
Should I lead you to my room?

That would be difficult...
Of course, this client has a lot of money... What if he runs away with my stuff!

And the materials he pulled out from the demons are all over the place, so I don't want to come in...?
It doesn't smell... but isn't it a bit visually unpleasant?

"Maybe, there isn't?"

The client's frustrated voice was heard.

It feels like the request will be canceled already...?
No.
No, my 30 gold!

I racked my brain while sweating profusely.

Then, just one place.
The place where this body with zero sociality can rest most comfortably came to mind.

"Ah...! Oh, I remembered. Come this way...!"

The client nodded and hurriedly got up from his seat and followed me.

Judging from the fact that he was trembling even while walking confidently, he must have been very scared of the adventurers.

Just hearing their husky voices made me feel terrified.

But it's definitely quiet there, so he must like it, right?

How did he think of that place in this situation?

I even had the lowest intelligence stat, but I guess my intelligence is my natural intelligence.

Hehe, thank goodness.

I smiled proudly and left the guild.

"Hey, Noah."

The cold, settled voice of the client crushes my body.

“Yes, yes…?”

Ah, I bit my tongue.

“Is this the place that Mr. Noah mentioned?”

“Yes, yes… Do you not like it…?”

“Haa...”

The client’s jaw muscles move.
So… I guess he clenched his teeth.

Why, why! What’s the problem!
It’s quiet! No one is watching! No one is there… No, there’s one person, but they don’t care about us!

“That’s right. It’s quiet, no one is watching, and everything is good...”

“…Right? Hehe...”

“Hehe…? Laughter… No, ha...”

The client touched my forehead and whispered quietly in my ear.

“This is… the blacksmith shop.”

“Right…?”

That’s right.
The blacksmith shop.
The only place where I can rest quietly!

Most adventurers are stingy with money, so they repair their own equipment.

That's why they rarely visit the blacksmith shop.

But I'm not very good with my hands, so I became a regular!

Another good thing is that the blacksmith shop owner here is very blunt.

All he's said to me so far is.

'30 silver.'
'Tomorrow at 10 a.m.'

'Business over.'
'Are you in a hurry?'
'Okay.'

That's all.

He's the perfect boss for this kind of nerd!

And even if I don't go out and just sit there, he doesn't even look at me and just quietly does his work!

You could say that this blacksmith shop exists for me, just for me.

"That... That guy doesn't care about us... It's okay."

"Wow! No, wow... Waha...!"

The client hit his forehead and shivered.

Has the tension from earlier not gone away yet? Hmm... In times like this, I should eat something warm to warm up my body!

"Your Majesty... Should I call you...?"

"Ruby... No, call me Eileen."

"Then, Eileen... Is coffee okay...?"

"Huh? What kind of coffee do you have at the blacksmith shop?"

"Sweet, bitter... What do you like?"

"Shinnoah, what on earth are you..."

Oh, you don't like coffee.

“Oh, there’s milk too!”

I bought this to drink, but I’m giving it to you specially!

“I’m going to escort this kind of person...”

Eileen buried her face in the desk and sighed.

There’s no juice...

“S-should I get some juice...?”

“... Coffee. Give me coffee. Bitter. Really fucking bitter. Make it bitter enough to make you vomit.”

“It’s not good for your body if it’s too bitter...”

Bang-

Eileen got up from her seat, slamming the desk down as if it was going to break.

“Hee, hee-!”

Shock!
I don’t care if you’re worried!

“Just... please... give me anything... okay?”

Eileen’s facial muscles contracted.

It was like seeing a goblin.

“Yes... I’ll give you really bitter coffee...”

It’s usually bitter even if you put in just two spoons, but she put in four spoons.

But he ate well.